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First off, I just missed my two-year DA b-day D:
Wow...it's been just 2 years? @_@;
Second off...about the depressiveness thing...what I can say is: it's mostly related to self-esteem problems. Ever felt like a piece of shit deserving to be rotting below the earth instead of being a living dead? It's around that. It's extremely HORRIBLE not to be able to control yourself and keep living with evil thoughts all the time. I've been noticing that, despite me not wanting it, my body always wants to die. It's not uncommon for me to notice that I'm starting to walk in the middle of a high-speed avenue or looking down too much from the 4th floor of a building >_>
There are only 3 ways I avoid going emo: gaming, drawing, keeping myself busy. It's what I've been doing >_>
You guys might see vent art and insane actions of mine once in a while, but while I'm posting them, I'm alive...dunno for how long though. Why? The only real barrier that separates me from going insane and suicidal is the thought that suicide = one-way ticket to hell. Don't believe it? Well, I don't wish to find out. BUT, recently, I've been questioning my faith, without even realizing it...gah, I need to sleep. -_-;
omg, missed it x_x 
Depressed
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I guess we gotta hang in there. Keep plugging along, keep our eyes on Jesus as best as we can, and just get through life. I guess we can take some comfort in knowing that most of us are in the same boat right now.
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~D-A-S ~Christians ~ Art Of The Paw And Fang ~hfc
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~Annawiel~
Shadow's blood urge summers void.......
Oh...and the only reason I'm not face down in a large body of water...is becuase I thought about all those I'd leave behind. Though it's not many, they still mean something to me. So think about who cares and who you'd leave behind. They'd all be crushed if you ever went through with it. >_>
Ears are always open if you'd like to talk. *back pat* Just note.
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I'm a wolf and proud of it :]
"Be true to your own nature, but don't let it turn on itself." - Larka
[link] <----Wolf!
Just remember that you have people you can talk to. I don't really expect you to take me up on this, but I can sit and listen (read, but you get the idea) if you need to really vent. Again, not that you'll take me up on that offer (after all, I'm a complete stranger who just watches you on DA and FA) but I thought I'd give it just the same.
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"This night whispers my name..." ~ Nightwish, The Escapist
'Always look on the bright side of life...*whistles*' I'm sure you know that song.
Just remember you are not worthless plus you got a rare talent for drawing. I don't really understand what you are going through...I do have off days though.
Anyways even though I don't understand what you're going through, all I can do is help you to the best of my ability. (Sorry if I'm coming across like an idiot)
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Life is but a box of chocolates, you never know which one you'll get.
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Nom nom nom fish. FISH. FIIIIIIIIIIIISH.
I'm a huge fan of anthro stuff. Don't you dare call it "furry".
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"I fart in your general direction,your mother was a hamster and your father smelled like elderberries!"-Frenchman from Monty Python:The Quest For The Holy Grail
I hope you get out of this depression soon. It saddens me to see a fellow Christian think this way.
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"God without you is God.
You without God are nothing."
"Hate sin, love the sinner."
"The problem isn't religion, it's the people wanting to use it for themselves."
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